We arrived in Peru (beaming with powerful ancient energy) exhausted from an early check out in Rio and a day full of physical but fun activity of electric scooters and hiking. At the stroke of midnight, we eventually found our Uber and made our way to the Air B&B booking as per GPS location on the booking confirmation. The receptionist did not have our reservation, so we checked with adjacent buildings and those adjacent to those too. With an extremely patient and helpful Uber driver (spent around 2 hours with us) and receptionist from one of the buildings, we tried to find the place and contact the host with no success. I was not irritated but exhausted. I just flowed with it, did what was within my control and moved on. Yes, I did cancel the Air B&B booking and logged a dispute for a 100% refund. The Uber driver took us to a hotel close by, grateful for a long hot shower and bed my travel mate and I hit the bed around 3:30am.
We both arose by 9am and parted ways- me heading back to the airport to fly to Iquitos and my travel partner to do her own spiritual travel through Peru with us meeting again on 22 September 2019. At the airport, I had an issue with my flight, so it was changed to 5 hours later in the day. There was no cost and "it is what it is"! I was not irritated or anything…I was neutral- I didn't judge it. This was a substantial dimensional shift for me. I found a Priority Pass VIP lounge and made myself comfortable where I sipped on cocktails and worked on my TEFL course until it was time to board. The Peruvian cocktail called Pisco Sour was to die for!
Claire Mataira (https://www.facebook.com/claire.mataira) the medicine woman, met me at the airport upon my arrival at 7:33pm. In the muggy humidity of Iquitos, we took a "cab" which was a motorcycle with a carriage. It was a long drive, but the breeze in the open transport was welcoming, but not so much the whiffs of sewer smell in some areas. We arrived at a little dock where Claire made arrangements for us to get onto a wooden boat to take us to a little village called Padre Cocha situated on the outskirts of the Amazon Jungle. On the boat, we met a young local, a friend of Claire's name Harley, who was learning to speak English, so he was overly excited to have a conversation with me in English. He thought me a few Spanish words and this so resonated with me that I have decided to learn a new language. This is the first time that a language has appealed to me such that I would love to learn it.
With a warm welcome, Claire took me into her home, Casa Inti (House of Sun) where I met, Chow from China who Claire was helping out with a home. House of Sun giving me the significant meaning of a new dawn by healing through its rays of golden light.
The next day was the day, the day of truth. Even though, my kinesiologist confirmed that my body is ready for the next dose of Ayahausca, I was scared, not because I have not experienced Ayahausca (I took it twice in March over a 2 day weekend), but because Ayahausca surfaces suppressed feelings, incidents and things that one needs to deal with applicable to one’s present life point. Sometime’s one may think that ignorance is bliss, but knowing the truth is a powerful and liberating space to be in, mainly when it heals too. Yes, to give in to Ayahausca is to be vulnerable and most definitely courageous. I have learned that my identity based on the outside of myself is irrelevant to my evolution, so I have to travel inwardly to increase my awareness and discovering myself as a sovereign light being.
Ayahausca is a plant of GAIA, used as traditional medicine by people of the Amazon jungle. It produces similar effects like DMT to the frontal lobe of the brain. It is made into a drinkable solution by trained medicine man or woman with a clear intention of giving insight and healing not just the body, but the soul spiritually which can be connected to past lives, ancestors and for future lives karmically (derived from the word karma which is Sanskrit meaning every action has a reaction).
In the week leading up to this ceremony, I did set the following intentions:
1. Release the sadness and grief that I was experiencing emotionally and manifested as pain in my shoulders and neck area.
2. Raising my vibration.
3. Unleashing my creativity (my feminine side)
4. A greater understanding of the enlightened collective consciousness
5. Increased knowingness, greater connection to source, feel more love more of the time and in doing so healing other.
Claire cleared the space and connected with me by holding my hands, followed by a reading. I was amazed to observe how much she knew about me, including my feelings. I then drank the Ayahausca, dreading the taste previously experienced, but surprisingly it was pleasant. My body welcomed it graciously. I laid down on a mattress where Claire was next to me, holding the space physically and in the spirit world. After an hour or so, I had the second dose. I told Claire that I did not see as much as I did in March. She explained that this is the feminine Ayahausa which gives more insight and not so many visions.
The second dose volume was requested by my higher self, spirit, and approved by my body, so I drank it. Claire explained that it is the most she has given to anyone in 1 session. I returned to my mattress, where I travelled deeper and deeper into myself and the spirit world. It was like sitting in a gentle loving, safe roller coaster guided by dancing spirits. There were times that I was grounded in my body and times that there was no physical manifestation of self. I had feelings, emotions, ideas, intuitive thoughts, voices came to me. Whenever, I opened my eyes, I could see energy waves, light piercing in all directions. At one point, I observed spirits around me, sweeping away what no longer serves me and cleansing by sprinkling water while Claire sat close by. After 5 hours (I knew this because of the time given by Claire) or so which seemed like only a moment away once I drank the second dosage. It was like I was in a time warp. I threw up, I purged…purging the sadness, the grief, the anger, the suppression, the betrayal! Gaining more memory of my existence. Not just from my life but from the females in my family and from my ancestors taking a closer step to liberating the female bloodline of the past 7 generations and next 7 generations to come. Aaahhhh…7 the number of freedom! Moving from a dense creature of physical mass to a being of light. I am now a step closer.
Claire was a loving mother who helped me clean up, embraced me, feeling my grief, she made me comfortable in my bed with a fan where I continued to journey until 4:30am or so. I continued to purge by sweating.
An Ayahausca beaded necklace that Claire made (she made many, but only one attracted me) attracted my eye when I awoke after 5 hrs. It was glittering with light and appeared to many many times throughout my journey. In the morning I had to have it! Love was shown to me and what can be achieved when in union with a loved one. The highest frequency can be obtained from love. Love opens the rate of consciousness and connects the heart and third eye chakras of 2 lovers to the spiritual self. There is no gender on a soul level, there is just an essence of pure love. And if both lovers are willing to learn and grow in spirituality, they will make a powerful couple.
When I journey, there is no sleep, no rest, so I was exhausted and weary, and adding to this is the physical release of such intense emotions. Yes, I am fucked up, but yet perfect at the same time. I received insight and guidance from Ayahausca on the steps to follow- making new pathways of being.
I planned 2 Ayahausca sessions, but my soul guided me- one session was all I needed! The next morning, I had a bulletproof hot chocolate stimulating some colour to my pale face. I had a bath- this involved collecting water from the well in a bucket (no heating necessary due to the tropical heat) and bathing in a wooden enclosed area in natural sunlight. It was beautiful and revitalized me. Such simplicity but so healing and humbling at the same time. Claire took me to this “oasis” in the town to assist to integrate me back to reality (process all the data) and where I got wifi to chat to my support system, my friends. She held my hands, and a wave of feeling, a vibration of light soothed me.
Getting to know more of my essence, turning it into higher wisdom, I ground myself in this physical world but choose to experience a non-duality dimensional life. I choose to focus on the dance of myself, to what tune will I dance? I create my own path. Yes, I am open to guidance, but I choose to defy human laws. Learning to perceive through my own feelings, I have magnificent events to manifest in my life. With the insight from my ceremony, I openly accept it, forgive, love, and allow it to cycle back into my consciousness that it teaches me. No longer a victim, I have claimed who I am!
You are responsible for you. Dare to live your truth! Be a Manifestar.
The Wayshower
Gits Singh
©2019 Gits Singh
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